(December 17, 2018, 10:44 am)doubleintegral

(December 17, 2018, 2:34 am)preggoluvr4286 Agreed.  This fetish is absolutely no excuse for the way I acted in this thread.  I took a second look - and a third, fourth, and fifth - at the temper-tantrum I threw and @orta03 is absolutely right - I definitely need help coping with this fetish.  There's no argument with that one.  And I shouldn't have threatened the site or its users in any way.

That said, I would really like to apologize to y'all.  I am working on improving my anger management and impulse control skills; and I have to be honest and say that "look but don't touch" DEFINITELY helped.  Especially with one beautiful lady in her second or third trimester.  I walked away just as her SO walked towards her.  No questions about the pregnancy at all.  Just "How was your day?" and, "Have a great weekend" was all.

Eventually I would like to be able to enjoy this fetish without resorting to behavior like this; and, while indulging in this fetish is no longer possible, I am very thankful about the opportunities I've had in the past.

Apology accepted.  But this post sounded really familiar, and then I realized that you're the guy I was talking about, the guy who's had the cops called on him in the past.  https://preggophilia.com/approaching-a-p...n-public-t

I don't mean to revisit skeletons in closets, but you've got a proven track record with this and it's not good.  Please understand that I'm being completely serious and not at all mean-spirited when I say this: you need more than just anger management, and if history repeats itself then taking another step back from the fetish or trying to quit it altogether won't be strong enough measures to take.  I hope you get the help you need.

BTW, I said "look but don't touch" in the other thread too.

You're right, @doubleintegral.  My track record with this isn't good at all; and, if you want to know the truth, I have been told by SEVERAL PEOPLE over the years to "look but don't touch."  I shouldn't even approach random strangers in public, pregnant or not.  Asking to touch them, however, is where I find myself in the most trouble.  So, by admiring from afar and refocusing my mind and my attention elsewhere, situations such as these will be avoided.  In my experience, meditation helps with the anger issues

I also wanted to mention that I am seeing a mental health practitioner to help me deal with my anger and impulse control issues.

You definitely need help.  I have witnessed childbirth 4 times (3 with my wife and once with a lady I sent into labor after sex), and I could not imagine any of them wanting a massage during labor.  Besides if she was in hard labor I doubt she would be in the waiting room, as I think the definition of hard labor is starting to push, and that usally requiers her legs  to be spread as wide as possible, so the whole waiting room would have seen her vagina and the baby coming out.  Plus she probably had someone with her already where if you aproched her might have led to a fight and you in jail.

...Yep, it's a question of "when" not if. That's how I see it anyway.

This is much deeper than a lack of impulse control and yes you quitting the fetish is clearly necessary. For you to hang out by a hospital emergency room or maternity ward, see what you saw and think what you did speaks to much deeper issues. Clearly "look but don't touch" is a problem for you based on your track record. No need to apologize to us. We're not the ones who put the idea in your head or anything. Take full ownership of your own actions.