See, the scaring off part makes sense but not the get a crush on me part. To my knowledge, no woman has ever had one on me. Now, I have come to believe it is impossible for that to happen, that I have to force it and that they would never tell me. I am probably wrong. My old supervisor did admit she had feelings for me. I am glad it's over though. I hate the feeling of having to worry about another person's opinion of you, having to consider their wants and needs, and I say that only because it feels like no one considers my needs. Very pessimistic. Everyone at work said good riddance to her though, they're glad she's away from me. My assistant manager was sure she would have made me even more unstable and ill lol. He also said she's a piece of shit who walks out on her job, her friends, and doesn't understand the concept of being an adult.

As for the statement on me needing to find a nice, normal girl. Yeah, agreed. I have enslaved myself to women before, one in particular was a disaster. I have no intention of doing that again but I also don't want to be too harsh. But I def don't want walked over again! Again, I need to find a healthy balance. It's a shame all the advice I got never was put to use since she made the move first, well ok, I did. I instigated it intentionally. I will miss her though. First girl in 5 years I actually cared about who WASN'T my best friend. Kinda impressed.

Guess all I do now is wait for another girl to come into my life.