Hello all
For all intent and purpose, I'm Candy, and it's lovely to meet you all.
So let me state the painfully obvious; I love pregnancy. Yes I'm a female, and I'm not sure if it's entirely all the odd for females to find it sexy, but well...I do. Hopefully no judgement ^^;

Anyway! I have a huge issue on my hands, and I would LOVE to know what you guys thought!
So let's start with I'm on Miranna(spelling?), the introuteron birth control (sadly). Now, my doctor did tell me that it is entirely possible for women to lose their periods. For the past two months I haven't had one ^^; Anyway!

My boyfriend and I have been having sex off and on for the past couple of weeks completely unprotected (condom wise anyway) and well he um...how do I put this delicately? He nuts in me? (hoping I don't get banned for this). ANYWAY! A couple of weeks ago he did, and according to my handy dandy little PinkPad, we had sex on one of my most fertile days(by this point about 5 weeks ago)! Since that day, we've done it and he has done the same thing and not pulled out.

My boyfriend is anti- getting knocked up right now, which is understandable! But the thing is, I haven't had my period yet and my nipples are tender. Now about four days ago I took a pregnancy test and sadly it came back negative. Now I'm no expert when it comes to the changes we women go through when we are pregnant, but, I heard a rumor that when you are (even in early months), you're lower abdomen get's really hard. If this is just a vicious rumor, PLEASE, let me know. But the point is, my nipples are sore, no period and my lower abdomen is VERY hard.
I plan on taking another pregnancy test tomorrow and seeing what the results are, but my problem is this. with my huge fetish for pregnancy and my own desire to have children, would it be horrible of me to actually keep the baby and tell my boyfriend that we are going to have said baby (if there is one), because I want to be a mom, and because of my entirely selfish desire to get pregnant? And is it terrible of me to have him continue to not pull out in the hopes that I 'accidentally' get pregnant?

Any thoughts would be well appreciated

Welcome to the forum! Your desire to be a mother is understandable and if he agrees to finish inside you, then he's consenting to the possibility of you getting pregnant, Plus it's possible even with effective birth control to get pregnant anyway. As they say, only abstinence is 100% but, you know that already. If you are pregnant, I would suggest having a discussion with your boyfriend about your desire to keep the baby. Are you guys financially secure and does he know about your pregnancy interest?

I believe an actual pregnancy can change peoples minds on the issue. I remember people all the time telling me they will never have kids and then turn out to have many. Orta said abstinence is the only fool proof BC method. (Trust me on the Condoms) but that is for another day

If you give a shit about the relationship, tell him. Because if he ever, ever, EVER finds out that you knew you were getting pregnant on purpose when he didn't want it, it would likely make him very resentful to you, if not full-on furious. If he doesn't know what's going on, you're kind of manipulating him.

I know this is a fetish forum, and we're all into it here, but let's bring reality to the forefront here and remind ourselves to be a little more grounded, yeah? Pregnancy is cool and magical and sexy and feminine as fuck, but the reality here is, you may destroy your relationship with your boyfriend and rush into something that one or both of you may not be ready for.

Tread lightly. This kind of shit is serious and comes with minimum 18 years contracts.

If you are on Mirena those kind of symptoms are pretty normal and a sign that the bc is working. These iud's work by secreting estrogen-like hormones which fool the body into thinking its pregnant, hence the tenderness and swelling. The device takes a few months to get to its full effect so there is a small chance that you could be pregnant, but they are something like 99.99% effective.

@orta03 Thank you so much for commenting and your advice!
Firstly, thank you for the warm welcome, I was rather afraid to write anything, as silly as it seems, but thank you!
I'm glad it's understandable, and we both know the risk.
At the moment, we are...ish? He just got a fulltime position in his desired field and I myself have gotten a full time position as well, the only issue I see is the living arrangements at the moment. We live in a very small one bed room apartment with a dog.
My boyfriend is well aware of my pregnancy fetish, he himself having a belly fetish (more of the stuffers/gainers aspect of it), but yes he knows.

@alexnj Yes, but sex is so much more fun than abstinence, haha!

@Murble I certainly do give a shit about the relationship. See and that is why I asked opinions,I felt like I was doing something wrong. By no means do I want him to be resentful or do I want to manipulate him.
I certainly am no idiot when it comes to what pregnancy means; 18 or more years, and having to take care of a child. Granted we have talked about having children at some point and what we would do if we did have an accident, but I don't feel like I could bring myself to terminate the pregnancy, like we've discussed. I think you are right that I need to let him know what my thoughts are on our plan. Thank you so much for you comment It certainly helped with some clarity.

@aigolos
See, I didn't know that, I always thought that it worked by preventing semen from getting to the egg and not releasing the egg. I've had the IUD since November(I think), but I have it for awhile. The strange thing is, every month, I have TERRIBLE cramping for a day or so, and then that's it.
But a couple weeks ago, I saw that there was some very light blood, and it was a few days after my boyfriend and I had had unprotected sex. I suppose the only way I'll find out if I am is a pregnancy test. Thank you for your help!