It just recently dawned on me, how much i miss being pregnant. But you're only pregnant for so long, and then there's the aftermath. My youngest is 2 1/2. She turns 3 jan 26th. I miss being pregnant with her so much. But after i had her was the worst time of my life. I lost my sister (she was only 28) and it literally tore me to pieces. Now, i find myself missing the time i was pregnant with my youngest, because not only did i get the joy and benefits from being pregnant, but also my sister was still here. 

I miss eating and not having a care in the world. I indulged in my pregnancy cravings to the fullest. I ate so much while i was pregnant that even after i had my baby i weighed 218 pounds. now here it is 2 years later and im 130lbs. Ive lost my appetite almost completely. Theres so many things i miss about being pregnant, that we would be here all day. Sorry to rant so much, guess im just looking for people understand where im coming from. Ive attatched a photo of me now, its been awhile since ive been on here. Hope everyone has a blessed weekend.

Such is the curse. The pregnancy only lasts so long, you're only fertile for so many years, and each one has such high stakes. My wife was fortunate enough to be pregnant twice with our own kids and then be a surrogate once. She had intended to be a surrogate possibly several more times but some delivery complications ruled that out completely. That was a few years ago, and while I've come to terms with the fact that she'll never be pregnant again, I don't think she fully has.

Sorry to hear about your sister.